I was lost, in my own world.
Until you came along.
Dimness dulled, colours unfurled,
And I was proved wrong.
I noticed the flawless,
The sun, the rain, the cloud in my tea,
And I found solace
Not in silence, but in company.
This was life.
Until the clouds came rolling,
Bringing darkness, again.
When you began controlling,
My happiness, and pain.
It wasn’t your fault,
There wasn’t any money
And you couldn’t, shouldn’t, halt
Just to make me happy.
You went for your job, Brother,
I missed the days with you.
But, I thought, if you found another?
Then what would I do?
I was insecure,
I loved you so much.
Desperate, but sure
To have you in my clutch.
I cut my wrist
Then you came back,
And hit me with your fist,
And everything was black.
And then I understood.
My meaningless jealously,
Now to live life, I would.
And not be lonely.
Brother, you made me stronger.
The day you apologized, and forgave me.
And I understood it deeper.
That I had to live free.
This is life.